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Fine tuned

I had a song stuck in my head and only the first few words (I was pretty sure only the first word was correct) but I had the tune clear for sure. And I knew it was from a 80s-90s American sitcom. And initially I looked for the song and then decided I should look for OSTs instead. And I found it. It is absolutely odd because I haven't watched or been interested in watching the show again. I did not even eagerly watch it when it was broadcast on TV (much later than its original broadcast of course, unlike now). It was this  . And it was the OST for 'The wonder years'.

Loss

of time of confidence of people of relationships of hope of fear of fearlessness of creativity of logic of patience of optimism of pessimism The last five years have been so fast, so crazy, so very unpredictable. Why five years? Cause five years ago, decisions put me on the path I am on. I don't necessarily regret decisions, but I sure have learnt from several decisions I made that year. Good or bad.Five years. Writing this mainly as a note to myself that I will have something(s) with me despite everything. Writing.Hope. Crazy. Love. 
I. Incredible how you miss people who do not have anything to do with your life at all anymore. II. I am praying for a friend and his family. Such experiences change people. It is probably what made J.K Rowling make up Thestrals. I hope he finds the comfort he needs and finds words to express himself for he often doesn't. He may be one of the most indifferent people I've ever come across, but there are somethings that do not let you be indifferent.  III. I may have to stop blogging because of what a professor said (which does make sense) but I wonder if this blog counts for creative writing of any kind. You can take the girl out of mass comm, but cannot take mass comm out of the girl I guess. IV. M jr. is going to be one soon (in a month). I cannot believe it! And she has a purple car seat, trust her mom to do that!  V. Allergies 'springing' upon us. Most definitely not part of the delights of the season.