hmmm.....

Disclaimer: I am not an intellectual..maybe a pseudo intellectual. KCR Has called off his hunger strike after the annoucement by Chidambaram that T-state will be true. So beloved AP will soon be Telangana,Rayalseema,Andhra ..or so it seems.Soon-maybe anytime from after a year or later.Now i understand why people want a separate state,I also understand why so people want a unified state.But i don't have a staunch support to either.I am a Hyderabadi! I have three ""issues"" if the division comes through(and Hyd is not independent) a)Local Calls won't be local anymore b)We will not have a coast line. c)I cannot write TG on my address instead of AP. Imagine x-2,SR apts,City Name,TG (thank god!) followed by pincode.Yes,people i AM that shallow. Now coming to why i HAD to write this post.At the rate things were going..i only became more and more aware of 'politics'. Firstly, for those who don't know, I am a silent but strong support of the Irom Sharmil...

the worst thing that can happen to you intellectually is not knowing what you want. I know the things i will be able to get,easily in fact right now. But i am not sure if what i will be able to get and what i want to get are the same thing. Turmoil would be too dramatic a word to use,but i am in such a fix. The problem is,i havent had such problems in life before,thats why it is a fix. At almost all levels since when i was little i have known what i wanted and most of the time acheived it. Now the problem is just to know what i want, once that is done.I am set.

Though this happened when i was hardly few months old,i heard its stories forever. And i really don't know how and why i knew about it. I remember Mr. Freiderick Monteiro talking about it when i was 9 years old.And how bad i felt that he lost his best friends or was it cousin,in that flight? I feel very bad whenever i think about it,read about it and yet i wait to watch it . I am not deeply intellectual.No not true, i'm pretty shallow. My life revolves around maybe four or five emotions. Yes,I do stick by some principle,but that doesn't not make me intellectual in the right sense of the word. There are very few people i think are truely intellectual and/or do their bit for the world as a whole,like maybe the emerald sweets guy . Others,like me live in the materialistic world.Worrying about silly stuff. also try to change people around them. don't accept loved ones how they are.Most people in the world are like me. They will see,read,digest,discuss and feel. And a...