hmmm.....

from so many days but just no stability to sit and jot them ALL down. It is frustrating when people do not respond to emails. Be it work or personal. To those who reply or email come what may. Thank you.

the calm gentle sun I close my eyes and open my thoughts. And think, what would you do? And try to do so, atleast half way through. :)

Who cries when cranky and is cranky when s/he has no sleep And whose sleep depends on a routine And if the routine is gone, the sleep is gone and the cranky game is on Cranky and crying. That kid is me. Thirty three but that kid is me.

If I am offending people by my posts. So be it. If I sound sad. So be it. If you want to know why, I probably will not And cannot tell you. I may read this later and not know why. But the reason has been around for several years now. Growing stronger. And stronger. It has become more well defined. If Frownie still spoke to me (the way he did anyway) I'd ask him how he was able to do what he does. I have been trying and fail. I fail. I fall. And do it all over again.

 Who love you as much as you love them? How many people do you know who are as attached to you as you are to them? How many people do you know Who know when and why you are hurting? How many do you know that know they are hurting or have hurt you? Not many my dear world. Not many. In fact for me...I know the one.Almost true for all of the above.

with so many people In it, among them there seems to be no place for me. Will there every be?

and at the beginning. నా is such a powerful word. It is selfish, sad, powerful and endearing. It makes you realise your loneliness or the lack of it. It makes you realise love or the lack of it. Ultimately. నా