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Ok.. C said : come on yaho I will show you my candles and house maybe that will entertain youactualy dont wantsystem will jump up and down I read: come on yahoo.I will show you my candles and house and maybe will entertain you jumping up and down. we do see things how we want to see them,don't we? P.S: After i told C i read it like this C said: HAHAHAHAHhahahahahahahahahahhyou should clone yourself for entertainment :D! P.S .P.S: The title is not any suicidal tendency but sTePHanIe's dialogue from Full House. P.S. cubed: sTePHanIe (the spelling) is from Steve Martin's L.A. Story P.S ok i am losing the count: I have to watch L.A. Story,its been a while. I recommend it to anyone who likes Steve Martin or a good laugh or a good love story :)

I miss that rat in my balcony It was very annoying while it was there but the neem tree was still covering the entire balcony grill i miss openable grills as you can see,i am tryiung to distract myself. ok i am currently very furious with myself. i have that "oh! what a bad person you are!" thought running in my head. not only am i not getting my big list of work done i am actually bugged about things that shouldnt bother me at all. Shalu and C,thank you for trying so unsucessful to cheer me up on the chat we are having right now! The fact that most of my near and dear ones arent any where nearby does not help.

so your life is full of tissues and you need a break your sneezy easy dizzy and you've got a ache you needed to buy shoes and instead you got a bill for last month long distance phone call so com'on you thought whats this game i want to give a scream a yell on the street and howling in between don't worry chill my friend and you've to know you are definitely not alone on your sinking boat your raft will float give yourself a break today has not been your day my friend tomorrow may not too but well,you are in this world my friend the days go by you will learn how to lead your life with fear and more but on the way you will find laughter cure find yourself music mind games of a different kind funky new tricks my friend the days go by so here's a little tip i'll give you for free like someone told me once before the new year's breeze live your life like you will die before you will know and make everyday yours commit and flow today you are someone tomorrow will...

where are you my friend? there has been joy and smiles all around rainbows,ice creams,balloons applause,praise firecrackers there has been so much to speak so much to say you were there for me yesterday when the sunset when i was low you brought me love happiness and probably much more you carved my day to show me faith you broke the rules and let me stay you taught me how to look to feel to yearn,deserve and never grieve you are the reason i can fly i smile today and everyday goes by i feel my feet in the sand you are why i can sing and ryhme you left me notes of music and more an angel with humour,flowers and books today i stand as life goes by i am happy,satisfied i need no hand to help me through not without people,not without love i stand alone,strong and true today i wish you held my hand not because of reasons before not because i want you i need you in my life my friend share what i have and more let me be there for you today come back from just my thoughts, come back from the ...

and the tear drop smiled seeing the sunshine gloomy dark clouds filled her mind she liked the rain she always had she knew there was something different this time she saw the sky,deep blue smoke filled light she had dreams before that wasn't new but this one made her feel like having a sour candy that tasted liked crying she still looked wondering if she saw right she saw fierce white strokes heard the drums from the sky calming and frightening all at once she sipped her glass of chilled ice hoping and thinking then she thought all that had happened,all that will she silently wept she never suffered,but was hurt she knew she lost had to give up then she saw the dew drop still water still water the glowing leaves,the flightless birds caged around by nature's ways she saw the heavens pouring down timeless a spark of rain,thats all it took to burn,to nourish she saw the grey she never meant to but then like time seasons change the pouring stopped,the heaven's ceased she wonder...

I want to click I want dance like the wind with the wind to play like the sun be a kid I am a kid twirl in red stilettos twirl in Hans' red shoes trim skirts I want Daddy long legs Song and Rain Bangles,earrings Smiles,children Scoops of ice cream and life I want to be wild and shy I want to be flying under water The thoughts and beyond I never felt arrested,never think i will I have realised my dreams Hope they are fulfilled not ambitious,not like my rest simple things in life yet be the best it may be too to ask too much to want but sometime you know that you deserve to be pampered to be loved to cared for and cheered life i believe is a full circle you get what you give sooner or later there is luck involved but do not forget luck is what you gave and do not regret crazy,romantic,optimist,realist undefined definitions of speaking silence all this would start all this will end all with a sparkle and smile i promise myself.