Raining sunshine

and the tear drop smiled
seeing the sunshine

gloomy dark clouds filled her mind
she liked the rain
she always had
she knew there was something different this time
she saw the sky,deep blue
smoke filled light
she had dreams before
that wasn't new
but this one made her feel
like having a sour candy that
tasted liked crying

she still looked wondering if she saw right
she saw fierce white strokes
heard the drums from the sky
calming and frightening all at once

she sipped her glass of chilled ice
hoping and thinking
then she thought
all that had happened,all that will
she silently wept
she never suffered,but was hurt
she knew she lost
had to give up

then she saw the dew drop
still water
still water
the glowing leaves,the flightless birds
caged around by nature's ways
she saw the heavens pouring down
timeless
a spark of rain,thats all it took
to burn,to nourish

she saw the grey
she never meant to
but then like time
seasons change
the pouring stopped,the heaven's ceased
she wondered what to wonder
while still looking
she realised her face,her eyes
filled with tears
she knew they'd come
but not here,not now
she knew not why,but they did

then she saw the clouds
white cotton balls
that kid
the colours of the sky
so blue
then at the sky again

she heard a silent laugh
a cheer from inside
and realised

the tear drop smiled
seeing the sunshine