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Ok,I believe that I get happy at small things.Thats how I am built.But that said,i get sulky also over small things. Especially considering,all the time they seem to happen only to me,at home. Dresses,things,food.Maybe I do not belong after all. As menial as it may seem to others,these are gigantic issues to me.I 'feel off' about them. Note to self: If this blog goes anymore sad,I shall delete it once for all this time around.

Trauma

There are some scars in life that we cannot recover from.How much ever you try.No matter how much time is passed.However hard you try to move on,they come back to haunt you,in some form or the other. Today,it happened to me.Again.Yes,again.The day started out normally,little did I know that the end of the day will bring back those painful memories from my deep dark past. Should I say it is amazing,is that the right way to describe how all senses crawl back into your memories,with that one visual past?The smell,the feel,the air,the sound.How I wish we could bottle up some thoughts to be stored away,in an unreachable corner of our minds.A place where these maddening,deafening,hurtful memories,thoughts remain hidden forever.It started with a few words I hear over the television,something that I hardly watch these days.Then came the phone conversation,which made it worse.Why did I deserve this?For that matter,why did anyone who experienced this,deserve it?Some questions can never be ...

Life is flying where are you?

Life is flying where are you? Today,thats how I felt.Not in a bad way.Just,suddenly i realise I know ta different person in the same person. From that little kid dancing n Aisi's Duggi T-Shirt,to making mad noises with emty utensils on the pretext of cooking.To today.Throwing a fit and running off to Mumbai.Almost a teenager.