hmmm.....

Just like so many times before, She spoke my mind , Though the family bit,reason is probably a little different.

From woman, man is born; within woman, man is conceived; to woman he is engaged and married. Woman becomes his friend; through woman, the future generations come. When his woman dies, he seeks another woman; to woman he is bound. So why call her bad? From her, kings are born. From woman, woman is born; without woman, there would be no one at all. — Guru Nanak, Raag Aasaa Mehal 1, Page 473  (Courtesy: Wikipedia) Trigger,thoughts of research in the past.Trying to write,nothing seems to be helping.So thoughts are flowing,but none to write.None right.

Everyday I pray For wings To fly away

8:51AM I feel useless. I feel like weeping loudly at my uselessness. I missed some very important deadlines. Did I mention I feel useless? Where is that memory that I rely on? Where is the calm I used to work with? Where am I?

Well,did not meet certain stupid,dumb friends on Saturday.Could not make it to the wedding (I knew I would not be able to go,so not really feeling bad) on Sunday so no way I could have met them there too.I guess I'll have to meet them some other place,some other day. I miss so many people,its not funny.I do not tell this very openly but well,I do miss them. My newest friend in the world is leaving for her hometown in a couple of days.It makes me heavy hearted.I have gotten so used to her.My schedule depended on her and now I'll probably go a tad bit more crazy the next week.