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Weepy. Thats how I feel right now. I am still feeling terrible about the day before yesterday's class. :( I am also feeling bad that I gave a half cooked term paper. Sigh. To think that on Monday, I was elated. Aaaah, Reef, don't be such a baby. You can doooo yiiiiiiiit! Ok, maybe I do need Ginger Tea. Come hither friend logan, there is costly little cafe down the corner which has very good ginger tea. It warms you up very nice. :)

Telugulo rastunna. Na pakkaney mentalodu unnadu. Andukaney sarigga raayalenu. Sarey taruvaata kalusta Inka mooka vachinru.

I am absolutely tired today. Sleepy. We have a function hall/grounds near our hostel and that place has something or the other happening there.Last night the besura music went on till wee hours of the night. (I JUST used the phrase 'wee hours of the night'!!) And my intentions went berserk (I just looked up the spelling of berserk, i just could not remember it!) . As a result I had four hours of sleep and had to get up to start my attempts at memorising. And then I had to report to my department and the sir just glared at me after my attempt to vomit out my words.Well.... And I have something I need to memorise and interestingly enough I have developed a stage fright. Yes, ME and a stage fright. The only times I've genuinely had stage fright is when I participated in poetry recitation competitions and I used to genuinely black out. I need to talk hardly for four minutes and I just seem to be unable to do it. :( Its taken me around half an hour to type this out...

...(not) ishq mohabbat pyaar.... Today morning while having breakfast,I realised I might just become horrendous if I stay here long enough. Now you people who live(d) in posh areas like South Delhi or in enclosed campuses, are not allowed to comment as such. This is a never ending circle,this city makes you think nasty be nasty. As a result it makes new people nasty and thats contagious. But well, I still have hope. And and and.....ento I put my self in self made pudding,now I need to eat it and get out without having a sugar high.Lets see how I fare. I wish myself luck and the strength to remain as sane as possible and and and not forget this time. Teeheehee. yet another cryptic post.

I've been at home for over a week now and I leave on the morning of day after tomorrow. I'm already homesick :( Aah, I guess because I'm a home bird. I like being home.I didn't get around to do a lot of work I wanted to. And whom did I try to kid when I brought along books to study? As if overnight I'd become studious! Tsk tsk. Now I don't have enough place/weight allowance to carry enough warm clothes. I have to go back to potato (I've put on over five kg. of weight thanks to this loverly vegetable!) and to the rule-jail i live in. And back to the drill of assignments, reports, presentations and classes (the last two i actually quite enjoy) but anyways more later. got to go now.

I have had a physically tiring but mentally pretty decent week. People I stopped contacted suddenly remembered me,which was both odd and nice.Both were people I knew from college,one more than the other. And one apparently got married two and a half years ago,which is ALMOST unbelievable.Almost being the key word. I also spent ten days at my sister's friend's place (who I must say, is a very nice person,though I also admit,not my type of person). I could not make it to another city for the long weekend,which was my initial intention but I did have a decent weekend. This was a result of me threatening a poor friend that we MUST hang out or otherwise I'd come and kill him.And as a result I saw Dilli Haat (no I did not shop there,yet!), Khan Market (Coughs out: Posh) and had yummy momos,nice coffee and super dessert. And on Saturday we (Stalker,Si'ant, N'v and Me) went to Jama Masjid (Eh, why O why do you not maintain it better,it is such lovely Architecture), t...

I've been living at unsuspecting people's houses for the past few days. I really hope things work out on the accommodation front. I'm sleepy,I think. I'm missing the second sibling's blog and hoping she is well.Gateway of India.