hmmm.....

There are few 'things' i feel strongly about.But when I do,I tend to go crazy about them. This is not one of those things,but I think I am pretty clear about my stance. We (us Indians) recently heard of/witnessed a 'hanging' of a person who did something really horrid. Yes,I admit what he did was horrible. Yes,I admit some people do things for which they probably deserve death. But what I do not get,understand,fathom is the fact that people are rejoicing over the said person's death.How can anyone rejoice over anyone's death? Is it on par with the mythologies we are brought up with? Is it the same way?

I realised. (Okay,thats a big list,but today we'll/i'll just say this much) Its odd,knowing people for ten years.But actually know them for two or three of those. And that being long time ago,doesn't count.So ultimately,you mostly do not know them.You just remember them in those past memories. Yes,they are those you've know for longer or shorter,but known them more.

There I'll say it.I've had a tough year.The most depressing part being the demise of so many people I knew.This was happening since last year,but this year (maybe because it was back to back from last year) I was more effected.I will not go into details because I think I'll actually get depressed about it.But the crazy part is,thanks to the above mentioned 'happenings' I have become more paranoid, less bothered about certain people and gone beyond the scale in terms of being bothered about some other people.(All in plural) I also joined a job.And quit.I don't know which part was worse.I didn't get paid for the time I worked,so I guess it was a good decision after all.Although I do wish I get to interact and/or work with V'amma sometime in the future.She is such a extra ordinary person.She can put any 'english medium' person to shame, on so many different levels.  I travelled.I met such adorable families and had a spectacular time with them....

I am not a big fan of change.Despite this, I genuinely believe that I accept it pretty decently. But over the last year and a half,the number of changes that are happening around me,are starting to overwhelm me.On so many different levels. I think,I no longer know what to do about it.(No,I do not want to 'change the change' but coping is becoming a little difficult.Still,I know I'll manage,but until then.Phew.)

Actually logged in to write a huge post,but sleep deprivation is making me feel sick and nauseated . So until I catch enough sleep.BBye.

What I both like and dislike about life,is that fact that it brings up the past and it is unpredictable. Yesterday,somebody whom I am not close to,but I do remember fondly,made my day.Just by one thought,one memory.I had a 'Its a Wonderful Life' moment. A year ago,I met a junior of mine LM.She is not pursuing a course at a well known institute in Pune and hopes to become an ace in her field some day.I have complete faith in her,I know she will make it big.I hope the best for her.She has always been a step ahead of a lot of people around her,whether she knows it or not.Now,in case you are wondering where I come into the picture.Apparently,I taught her the basics of what lead her to take up this course,sat all night so that she understood it and then she realised it was this area that she wanted to pursue. I remember helping others,but I didn't really remember this until she brought it up.Even after she did,the memory is only vague to me,but to her it is vivid.I have b...

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