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and now i am behaving like him i'd rather be dead dear one don't ask me to talk this back,please. don't even mention this post to me.
a dear one wished that whatever is/was bugging me all day today would go away. i hope it does. i really hope it will!

upanyaas (may not be related to the post)

the first time i saw the movie 'mona lisa smile' i didnt think khaas of the movie.The second time i watched it appreciated it. context to the character (who's name i forget) who gets selected into college but opts to get married.completely her decission. Its the freedom to choice,decission making and the happiness,satisfaction it gives you which is important. :)

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So i was in the parlour earlier today And waiting for my sis My pedicure was over and i was pretty much vela.This other lady whom i decided not to judge to much,who also reminded about some genetics lesson (this is a different topic altogether).She was very fair,probably in her sixties.medium built,silver bob-cut hair(actually cant even call it bob cut,i call it granny cut cause it reminds me of ammamma).She was having a pedicure,manicure done and sitting in front of me. I was observing the colour of the nail polish she put (note here again i was vela)...the first was a pale pink,something which would look nice on only extremely fair people.It looked nuice,but she said 'Kuch zayada hee light nahi ho gaya?',then tried another shade from the parlour collection (previous one she brought with her). Then i saw the next colour (and in mind i was thinking,hmm both looked quite nice,but was slightly partial to the pale pink,its a pink i like).After this video went blank as i was thinki...
I'm in the weiredest state of my life easily. People are asking me why i quit my job (yes i did) And also what my 'future plans' are and if i am looking for a new job. Sometimes i feel like telling them the partial truth ...'i don't know' But then i realise most of them would'nt understand. I need this long break which extended from being just a month to almost 4 months now! I need people to understand that i have the right to be vela for a while...because soon i shall feel guilty about it if not anything else and get back on track. had to right more...but too many parallel thoughts in my head!
I wanted this on my header but it didnt look so great there after all..so after almost two hours or trying.... P.S.the prv post...is aimed at a handle full of people,the rest really cannot handle my madness.