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It had to be tomorrow. A month in a new place, coincidence with Google's anniversary.  It has been a long month, filled with new people, homesickness and food crisises. I cannot believe its been just a month, feels so very long.

R for Ragon

One time there was Ragon. Ragon fell down. Mama hugged Ragon. Everything was okay. + WATER melon next serving WATER melon and last serving WATER MELON She ate ONLY watermelon yesterday, breakfast and dinner (don't remember her eating lunch) + Walks into the room I say Hi A she walks in smiling saying Hiiiiiii Darling + She makes me smile, a lot. TW. PS: Ragon (pronounced Reagan) = Dragon

Trust

How many people trust you? Apparently, not many trust me. I just found out few minutes ago. Here I was feeling bad that all I could do was make calls, message or mail and that I couldn't be there. But apparently there wasn't enough trust at the other end that I actually did try. Yes I am dramatic. But when I can have such blind faith in people, why can't they have just a little trust in me? Stupid idiotic me.

Thoughts

Its weird how some people become a part of your life and some stop being of any importance to you. However close you used to be before, however closely you are related to them and how many memories they made up. I choose to keep the memories and smile at them. I choose not to hold a grudge. For most parts. I have kept a distance. And last year...keeping a distance helped so much. Out of sight, out of mind. Although, I being me, I do miss them occasionally and doubt my decisions. But I still stick by them.