hmmm.....

Are words going to be felt only virtually,are voices going to be lost. Writing in ink,forgotten. How dependent I as an individual,in this big world,on technology. How much frustration it has caused me in the last few days (no,not the lack of technology. No,Not on any professional front,as currently i don't have that.On a person,emotional front.) Technology has caught me by left big toe,this T has lead to emotional stress and drama.Both of which I really don't need in life right now,not from people close to me.Enough already!

Khel rahe the hum Aankh micholi gum Phir achanaksey mausam ney Badla rang OOoo ooo ooo Flying house.

So I am sick,with a sore throat and fever.I cant sleep during the day,lest i don't sleep all night.Which happened yesterday.I have only been drinking things.No,others fall ill too.But I am a tad bit tired of being ill alone.And having to do all ghar ka work while in this shape.I am feeling giddy,which I don't really feel when i am ill,so i guess i am ill.Sigh,I don't like kicking a fussy while i am ill,don't like worrying people,been there,done that,big time.I fuss about other things,all the time,I don't need to be ill for it.So I should tell myself to shut up,I don't need attention,i just don't want to have to answer the phone or the door or do other ghar ka work.Y'day or today I didn't have to do much,but the next few days are going to be hectic. I am supposed to be jobless,something I am not as proud as I seem to be,but I am busy,all the time.I don't mind it.Its this being ill that is getting onto my nerves.Thank you soup,thank you coffee and ...

When the night becomes noise, await the morning's breeze When the morning hurts your eyes, Shade will come in the calming night

I am not a great photographer,but i still get very delighted if i click atleast two good pics among a batch of pics.I still will attempt to do better.I am very very very proud of the fact that my camera is MY property.I saved up every penny (read rupee) that went into buying it.So,I plainly dislike when someone asks for it for a 'sec' (okkasari ee) and then there is no naam aur nishaan to return it! 'Dude' you are supposed to be well off,you'd suffocate without your branded watches,branded shirts,branded pants,branded attitude. You are also supposed to be 'the run of the mill well '''educated''' engineer' (read dime a dozen?) who lived in U.S.Donga Bapan (well you might not really be 'bapan',but to me anyone who claims to be a vegetarian and then 'just tastes' non-veg is a donga bapan.I prefer all my Manipuri friends eating their dried stinky fis,topped with bong friends again with more fish and the rest of them who l...

I'm currently living a life where a lot of dialogues from a certain Imtiaz Ali-Ashta vinyaka movie have become very relevant,especially as prayers.I kid you not! Yes,go ahead,guess the dialogues.

Is it worth it?To have your own happiness so contingent upon another human being? -Bones