Jan: Home. Su and Mr.Su, Al, D and Mr.D (and crying). Return of the midnight B'day. Being bossed around by dear Tai.
Feb: Hospitals, misreading tickets (And more crying)
March: Exam prep all the way. (Hence no memory of anything else)
April: Being called a horrible human being by a now ex-friend. And crying. Baby M turning one!
May: April showers bringing May flowers. Almost disowning a friend (who later happily proved me wrong, lets see how long that will stick)
June:G,N,Al,Dh making the day better.
July: Nothing stood out here. Ummm met Ir I think? (need to see personal diary)
Aug: Fils.Meeting FY with AJSO there.AJSO wonderful family. Meeting JVish. Visitor from home. Al graduating and leaving for home. Parcels sent.
Sep: Seeing baby D for the first time. Fighting with Shalu. Snapping at Tai. Mathur. Knowing but realising once again that some 'old friendships' last and some don't. Some carry on to the future and some aren't even worth staying in the past.
Oct: Tai, Su,Mathur. Good decisions made rather unintentionally you'll! AHC visiting India and the conversations. A good brunch where I made all the effort I could to keep positivity at the table (of the people I befriend!)
Nov: Speaking to BRS for a long long time on her B'day. Something I am no longer really capable of! Dh stayed with me and realised how horrible of a roommate I can be (I warned her okay?). Part time jobs!
Dec: Vin visiting. AHC. A terrible white elephant at an unfortunate xmas party. A good Christmas eve and dinner. Ka+AHC+HP. I will miss them so much! But let us not think about it! A simple act (of apparently kindness).
The thanks to:
Friends who stick by no matter what. No matter the fights. No matter the tantrums and the madness. Who stick by through distances. (Including people who read this despite everything :) ).
A very very very special mention to AHC. For one act for helping me. And his friend DY who helped to! Sending you wonderful thoughts!
2018 Was a rather unspectacular year I would say. It had its highs. It had its lows. I did (do) feel that I didn't do anything worthwhile as per my standards but oh well I'll just try to do better this year. Smile and move forward. (Of course I am but only human so there will be the occassional tears and grief over people I have lost, because as I have come to accept loss isn't something that ever goes away.)
and finally 'Happy 2019 everyone!'
Feb: Hospitals, misreading tickets (And more crying)
March: Exam prep all the way. (Hence no memory of anything else)
April: Being called a horrible human being by a now ex-friend. And crying. Baby M turning one!
May: April showers bringing May flowers. Almost disowning a friend (who later happily proved me wrong, lets see how long that will stick)
June:G,N,Al,Dh making the day better.
July: Nothing stood out here. Ummm met Ir I think? (need to see personal diary)
Aug: Fils.Meeting FY with AJSO there.AJSO wonderful family. Meeting JVish. Visitor from home. Al graduating and leaving for home. Parcels sent.
Sep: Seeing baby D for the first time. Fighting with Shalu. Snapping at Tai. Mathur. Knowing but realising once again that some 'old friendships' last and some don't. Some carry on to the future and some aren't even worth staying in the past.
Oct: Tai, Su,Mathur. Good decisions made rather unintentionally you'll! AHC visiting India and the conversations. A good brunch where I made all the effort I could to keep positivity at the table (of the people I befriend!)
Nov: Speaking to BRS for a long long time on her B'day. Something I am no longer really capable of! Dh stayed with me and realised how horrible of a roommate I can be (I warned her okay?). Part time jobs!
Dec: Vin visiting. AHC. A terrible white elephant at an unfortunate xmas party. A good Christmas eve and dinner. Ka+AHC+HP. I will miss them so much! But let us not think about it! A simple act (of apparently kindness).
The thanks to:
Friends who stick by no matter what. No matter the fights. No matter the tantrums and the madness. Who stick by through distances. (Including people who read this despite everything :) ).
A very very very special mention to AHC. For one act for helping me. And his friend DY who helped to! Sending you wonderful thoughts!
2018 Was a rather unspectacular year I would say. It had its highs. It had its lows. I did (do) feel that I didn't do anything worthwhile as per my standards but oh well I'll just try to do better this year. Smile and move forward. (Of course I am but only human so there will be the occassional tears and grief over people I have lost, because as I have come to accept loss isn't something that ever goes away.)
and finally 'Happy 2019 everyone!'
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