always get the better of you.
I have mostly trained myself to be free of expectations...partially due to childhood experiences and partially due to all my college/univ experiences. Its probably also the reason I don't get easily surprised or shocked. But sometimes, just sometimes and suddenly it hits you in your face. When you get all cosy and comfortable with people or situations...it catches you and turns you like on a revolving chair. Round and round and round. It throws you off your balance. And it takes you a little bit for the old you to get to surface again. Thank heavens (or such) for such clarity that comes after cloudiness.
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