In a few ways,the last one month has been a little bit overwhelming.
I have been unsuccessful at certain things I applied for.
I have also been tired of people telling me it'll all work out.No not because I am bugged with them,I am just getting to the point of wondering 'Pray tell me,when'.I mean this mainly on a professional front.But otherwise I think I am pretty alright.
The dearest new addition to our family is an eye opener on so many accounts.And I cannot seem to remember what life was like without her.Yes, it does sound dramatic but I really DO feel like that.
At the same time,I think I will never stop missing Mummy and Ammamma,but I am learning to live with that.I take time to learn things,but when I do learn them,I DO learn.
I have always been very proud,borderline arrogant about my maternal lineage.No,we do not come from royalty.We do not come from fame.But, we do come from a line of exteremly strong woman.My great grand-mother,my grandmom,my mom,my aunts,my sister.Such strong characters.I admire their way of life.
Over the last few months,I have become more aware of the actual reasons I like them and more importantly their relevance in the way I think.
On another note,my previous post was really not about anyone.As I told a dear friend,I wrote it when I was on a emotional high with silly-stupid happenings around me,but not in the sense that was written in the post.
I have been wanting to blog,but genuinely not finding the time.I hardly seem to find the time for anything these days.I don't mind not switching on the computer,but I do mind not blogging.I miss the thought process.I miss the writing.Even though,I still do not believe I can write.
Tomorrow I am supposed to meet a couple of friends after two years,unlike other friends from college,I somehow am wondering (this time especially) what will I even talk when I meet them.But if I am still sleep deprived,I will still wonder 'What will I talk to them!',but in a 'Oh Gosh! I am talking too much' kind of way.
But,it will still be nice to see them.Actually come to think of it,I might meet just Orangy and not Mr.Responsible.But either ways,hope that goes well.
A.A.F
Of to sleep after all this ranting!
I have been unsuccessful at certain things I applied for.
I have also been tired of people telling me it'll all work out.No not because I am bugged with them,I am just getting to the point of wondering 'Pray tell me,when'.I mean this mainly on a professional front.But otherwise I think I am pretty alright.
The dearest new addition to our family is an eye opener on so many accounts.And I cannot seem to remember what life was like without her.Yes, it does sound dramatic but I really DO feel like that.
At the same time,I think I will never stop missing Mummy and Ammamma,but I am learning to live with that.I take time to learn things,but when I do learn them,I DO learn.
I have always been very proud,borderline arrogant about my maternal lineage.No,we do not come from royalty.We do not come from fame.But, we do come from a line of exteremly strong woman.My great grand-mother,my grandmom,my mom,my aunts,my sister.Such strong characters.I admire their way of life.
Over the last few months,I have become more aware of the actual reasons I like them and more importantly their relevance in the way I think.
On another note,my previous post was really not about anyone.As I told a dear friend,I wrote it when I was on a emotional high with silly-stupid happenings around me,but not in the sense that was written in the post.
I have been wanting to blog,but genuinely not finding the time.I hardly seem to find the time for anything these days.I don't mind not switching on the computer,but I do mind not blogging.I miss the thought process.I miss the writing.Even though,I still do not believe I can write.
Tomorrow I am supposed to meet a couple of friends after two years,unlike other friends from college,I somehow am wondering (this time especially) what will I even talk when I meet them.But if I am still sleep deprived,I will still wonder 'What will I talk to them!',but in a 'Oh Gosh! I am talking too much' kind of way.
But,it will still be nice to see them.Actually come to think of it,I might meet just Orangy and not Mr.Responsible.But either ways,hope that goes well.
A.A.F
Of to sleep after all this ranting!
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