the past few days ....maybe a month or so have taught me many many many things... enlightened me on many things..... like how life doesnt also mean how it seems.....at many occasions...i can't put it in clearer words beacuse i'm not a mighty "thop" at this language i popularly communicate(atleast try to communicate in)in.
i hate detest and completely and thorougly loathe myself...truly and wholeheartedly.... i cause nothing but pain in people's life including mine... not depressed...not all ....just one of those moments of truth.
though i know the consequences i'm happy??? i'm weird..yet another time...i know whats gonna happen...i was happy and well not again right now!!!!!! what am i supposed to say? anyways...some things in life i tend to forget to thank for...forgive me.