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 I'll never get a mail from Diggy again. I love you. Say hello and love you to your mom and dad from me okay? I will miss you.  I will think of you. But most importantly, I'll hope and pray that you are in fact in a better place. 잘 가 오빠  알게 돼서 기쁘고 만나서 많이 반가웠어 사랑해

Sidney Mintz would have been a hundred years tomorrow. Glad to have discovered his existence.

  A R R + M R+ Chithramma   Is always heart But often Life mood. Life mode.  

And just like that, next month he starts work! Work! That little kid starts work at an electrics company in Bangalore. I hope and pray he does well, now and always!

 벌써 거의 칠 년 됐네 7년 너는 잘 있지? 나는 그냥 살고 있어 응 알아, 직접 말도 했잖아 벌써 7년 너는 가족과 하늘나라에 잘 있어? 여기보다 잘 있기를 발아 기도하기

 몇칠 부터 좀 힘들었다 그러나 몇명 때문에 아마도 아마도 괜찮아질 수도 있다고  희망스러운 감정이 생겼다 아마도 아마도 잊지 않고 사랑해줘는 분도 계실 수도 있다 가깝지 있지 않아도 멀리에서 생각하고 있고 사랑하고 있다

나는 피곤하다 참 너무 많이

 Happy 21st birthday dear boy!  So many times I miss you. So many times I wish things could be different. But at the end of the day, I just need for you to stay healthy and happy. Thank you for all the fond memories.

Remember DD? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYHGf5C3iCY Anyone remember this one? I remember parts of the show so so well. I honestly probably just saw it once! It was the first time i came across and sort of the concept of "having an ego" Sometimes...soooommmeeetimmmeess....YT does good Also if i remember right it also the show that I first saw a drug addict character. I could be wrong PS; Blogger didn't post this yesterday. And now I am episode 6. And I was right.

Bichad gaya har saathi deh kar pal do pal ka saath Kisko fursat hai jo thaame  deewano ko haath... humko apna saaya thak aksar bezaar mila ...... Isko hi jeena kehtey hai toh yu heen jeelenge Uff na karenge, lab seelenge Aasoon pee lenge ..... gam se ab gabrana kaisa gam sau baar mila -Pyaasa Sahir Ludhianvi 

 Came September. With its usual blues and hues. September is the month which has birthdays of people I have loved for a long time. (And a fake birthday of a loved one too). It is also the time when I lost a loved one. It brings back way too many memories, as if age doesn't do that already.  But tomorrow it'll be done. And October will arrive bringing its own dramatic view.  PS: September is Donald. Teehee.

 Crosswords Introducing the internet Walks Shopping Gujju food Reading Chalti ka naam gaadi To kill a mocking bird Technology Cricket (and five rupees bets) Warm hug Local trains Photographs Stories Hearing aids to the rescue Now, then and probably till my mind stays sane. Love you Peds. Miss you a lot. I wish you were around but then again you and Chitti would be suffering too much in these times.

Me-ryawn Is a pretty word. It depicts pain, regret, lingering affection (especially for someone) or reluctance to give up. It is also the homonym for 'stupidity' or 'being dull'. It is just a nice word. 너는?미련이 있는가?

Na, not cursing anyone Just my foot Has had heavy thing thrown on it, has bled without reason, has be stamped upon, has been run upon by a cycle, and now, has been burnt, in the shape of a naamam. Just the last one being my fault entirely. With the drama levels we have been having the past couple of weeks, this is just...my foot.

신의 뜻대로 -장만월

And they ended it with 너에게 난! Whoot whoot! '나에게 넌 초록의 슬픈 노래로 내 작은 가슴속에 이렇게 남아 반짝이던 너의 예쁜 눈망울에 수많은 별이 되어 영원토록 빛나고 싶어' (To me, you remain a lush sad song  in my small heart I want to stay in your sparkling eyes as countless stars that shine forever ) -by 자전거탄풍경, OST of the Classic Happy Tears. Haven't watch a feel good show like this in a while. Ok fine, having this song in the season finale just added to it! Lets see if 2021 happens.  

Lee Ik-jun has become one of my favourite characters in fiction. I haven't had a favourite character like this for a long time now! 이익준 , 슬기로운 의사생활

Roz humein Milke bhi Milney ki aas rahe

And In this quiet Silent space While on one hand there Is so much grave While gratefulness Fills my soul I feel the sorrow And I miss you I loved you, you and you then I love you still Until I don't know when But suddenly in my quiet space I miss you You were my heart and soul, You were the voice inside my head You were kind but few knew that you were so You sang songs and told stories so You new everything under the sun and Had a temper close to none You will my heart With constant hurt That i mute Until it is this quiet space Where my heart and mind Are at peace Where my heart and mind Wishes you were here But deep down I know You look at me From right up there And care somehow I hope you are happier there And find more love and much More care Love you and miss you. Today more than most days. Until we meet again. A.M.C

B: But you don't believe in heaven.. B: But you do.